萬聖節的前一晚,我做了從未做過的事情--一個人去酒吧,是心情有點鬱悶,有點寂寞,又不想打擾別人吧。
那間酒吧十分溫馨,有位俊朗的琴手,懂得搞氣氛、唱歌、彈琴,不論流行曲、或者冷門歌,很多都會。
台前有位客人,也是唱得之人,他們合作了 Radiohead 的一首歌,很好聽。
不經意地,傳了幾個SMS給她,主要是她在談論我可以如何享受寂寞,「其實你並不寂寞,內心存著很多回憶」。
今天有空,找到這首歌,似是有點玄機:
Creep
When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh
She's running out the door...
She's running out
she runs, runs, runs, runs...
runs...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here... |