i am not a christian indeed but went to church when i was in form 3-4.
i didnt believe in god, but to please my teachers or mates. had to pretend to be a christian.
i 決志-ed to please them. indeed i didnt have any faith in particular. just treat church as community centre. never believe in GOD.
later i didnt go to church and i promoted to other school. i encountered some of my ex-churchmates there. i attempted to hi them. they "hike" face to me lor. i start to question what is love
later i learnt that an assistant cell tutor is gay. he was asked to leave the church, of course, church clergy must pretend to be liberal.